and yes. i am guilty.

my dad is not well for the past few weeks. maybe i am just thinking too much. but it really scares me.(he smokes) yup, i aint close to my dad. but after all, he is my father.

and now, i am cooking some herbs for him to take so that he wont suffer that much and at least can have a goodnight sleep.

and well, for my mum's sake too. she's been married to him for 21 years now. so i am sure she worries too. but, it would be harder for my mum as she has to worry for both my brother and i.

we all have to mature faster than our 'programmed' ways.

i have learnt mine the extremely hard way. losing friends and ppl close to me. i guess, i have to stay humble and learn more.

each day we learn something new. & today, i think this is what i learnt. to cherish. (maybe a deeper sense of it.) hopefully, i am able to let other view it this way too (=